Funeral was today. I cried a lot. I also wore a dress there you go. Everyone seems so surprised that I wore one.
I’m tired but I feel relieved. I know my grandmother isn’t suffering anymore and had a good talk with my family.
I don’t have much to post, here is a doodle of my character Tragic
It’s things like this that remind me how amazing and powerful art is.
How awesome it is that I or any other artist can post and share our creations and works and it reaches someone.
It reaches someone, somewhere and makes them think, feel, and become alive inside.
A means of self expression that reaches so many people you may never even see or meet, yet art is like a language of it’s own that speaks to the soul and is sought and found by people all over the world. People experiencing art.
Even a no-name nobody like me can reach out to people, inspire others help others in a way only art can.
Thank you, you’ve helped me too.
You see, I’ve been in a slump myself and I sometimes need encouragement and I don’t even realize it.
For you, for everyone, I’ll get back into art.
Art has been a sort of journey where I learned to stop trying to strive for masterpieces or perfection and just drawing what was in my head, or what I could envision or surmise from music or feelings. I think that’s when I began to understand it.
It’s a lot easier to draw what’s in your head when you stop being so rigid about detail and focus on energy and feeling, things beyond physical tangibility.
It’s kind of like a dream, it’s continuous, ever-changing and you remember the important things, mostly what you felt from it, the experience of it.
A lot of interpretation goes into art. I believe this is what art is.
I used to want people to experience a world inside my head by building up a defined concept with it’s own boundaries and walls, now I just want to get in other people’s minds. It was as simple as taking the walls out.
I wasn’t sure if I wanted to post this here, but understandably some of my friends don’t check up on Facebook… And they deserve to know.
My grandmother passed away Sunday. I’m still in shock over it. The funeral will be Saturday.
I might be missing for a little longer from here, I’m sorry to you all and hope you’re all doing well and life is treating you better. Thanks to all of you for being my friend.
I was working on getting a car, or more so getting a loan from my step dad to get one, getting my permit and all. Unfortunately this was during a time of sever depression for me and he said he didn’t know if I was mentally stable to be driving(To be fair I had told him about my bad/suicidal thoughts last month and now regretting it with everything going on he has enough to deal with).
Thankfully my medicaid card came in and is with my new doctor so I might be able to prove that I’m okay behind the wheel and I can progress with my life and so on.
I really miss my grandmother, she was a wonderful woman. I hope my family is going to be okay. We have a bit to take care of and get my aunt down here from Ohio. Anyway I’ll see you all around shortly.
slapbladder:
Thank you.
Oh you know, signal boosting
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auberdine:
i did this all the time when i took bubble baths.
Holy shit I’m not the only one. Leveling up on Chrono Trigger or making bells on Animal Crossing in the tub.
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lothie:
wiseman wut r u doin
COOLEST DROPOUT.
Ahh, I love this I can’t believe you drew this so fast. Thank you :D
lothie:
wow, ok, no reasoning with them okay
so glad people like to jump on my fucking dick over shit I didn’t even say nor mean to imply but ok
have fun in your fucking delusional over-loaded everyone’s-out-to-get-me world
Honestly at this rate I really think everyone’s trying to jump on the SJA train and not really read into the context of what people are really saying anymore.
Mention a subject and people want to cry and make themselves a fucking victim instead of going “Oh I get it, this isn’t a personal attack on me, it’s just an opinion that isn’t even hateful, discriminating or even negative.”
Nope, it’s usually “OH YOU MENTIONED SOMETHING OR HAVE A THOUGHT??? YOU ARE OPPRESSING EVERYONE IN THE WORLD WITH YOUR OPINION!”
K-the-I??? - Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
came in the mail today. Spacey, heavy shit. I dig it.
Dallas, TX 